This picture spoke to me today. I am trying to find my positive attitude. I am usually a pretty positive person but sometimes like today I find myself in a not so positive mood. It is hard to explain. I just find myself in a funk that is hard to get out of. It is so annoying to be in this mood and not know why.
Ever wake up and find yourself in one of those moods you just can’t describe. Like you aren’t quite happy and not quite sad but somewhere in the middle. Then what makes it even worse is that you can’t figure out what put you in the mood in the first place especially since it is like first thing in the morning. That’s where I am at. I am in this funny place and just can’t explain why. I don’t know maybe I dreamed or maybe there is a situation I have going on that I am not addressing. I am thinking possibly the latter. Now I have to figure out what the situation is and I guess address it.
See I hate feeling this way because it puts me in a foul mood. Which makes me then take it out on the ones that I love. Which I don’t want to do. So my mission today is to identify this mood and get it over with. I need to get myself out of this funk because I absolutely hate it. Especially when I don’t know what it is. I’m going to try my normal ways of getting out of my funk. I would love some tips for next time. It is pretty much the same things that I do to lower my stress levels that I wrote about in another post. To check out what I do to relax from stress read it here. I’m pretty sure that I am just worrying about some unnecessary things or just worrying about necessary things too much.
I have had some things on my mind lately both personal and business. I think the main thing I am worried about is exactly where I am in my life. Not the mom and wife part but just success part. I for some reason every start a new year find myself wondering why I am not where I want to be. I always have high hopes for myself and then the question becomes am I doing all I am can to be where I want to be. I think that I just need to be more focused on the things that I want and go for them more. The thing on my mind now is to make this blog successful, be healthier, and make things better in my personal life. I’ve already shared the changes I want to make and all I have to do now is to make it happen. I think I am just afraid of being a failure and looking back on this year and finding that I have accomplished nothing. I think if I had a more positive attitude that things would be easier. Instead of thinking I can’t I should think I can or I will. That’s what I’m going to try to do. Other than that the only thing I can do now is work hard and take my prayers to god. So here it is I am going to just go with the flow and move forward.