Good morning. It’s time for a new week. I hope you all are ready to have a fabulous week. I know I am. As you know Monday is Self Love Monday for La La Land Mommy. So it’s time for me to share what I am proud of for the week. This week I am proud that I got up at 5:30 this morning and started exercising for the thousandth time. I have fell off exercising so bad. I know you all are pretty much tired of reading that I am starting again. However that’s just the way life works. I used to be embarrassed that I was typing it or even tell people this. Now I am proud because at least I am not just sitting. I have found the energy to start again. All I can hope for is that this time it will stick. I can hope this time I will do better than I did the time before. Maybe this time I will keep my promise to myself. Maybe I will fall off again but for the moment I am proud of myself for starting over. I am going to take each moment day by day. I am pushing myself to move forward and motivating myself to keep going. I have realized saying I am starting over with anything isn’t anything to be ashamed of. Now I look at each time that I start over has another chance to get it right.
So yes I am starting over with this exercise thing again. But I am proud that I am starting again. I am not quitting. When I get the yeah right looks from people I will no longer cringe. I will own it and say yes I am starting over again. I will be proud of myself each time I say it. Because maybe this time it will stick. But I would rather keep starting over than give up.