One of the things that I have been working on for a while now is putting myself first. I am beginning to realize that this is the key to getting some of the things I want in my life. I actually never thought of it that way until I noticed how I was taking care of some of the things around me. When I didn’t get up and take care of me I didn’t take care of anything else. The two basically go hand in hand. In my quest to be more positive I am learning the first lesson is to make myself feel that way on the inside out.
I am learning that there are too many days when I look in my mirror and say I don’t feel like doing my hair and just don’t do it. Then when my husband comes home or looks at me and says when are you going to do your hair I get all upset cause he asked. But the truth is if I was taking care of myself like I should have been he never would’ve had to ask that question. Not saying I can’t have bad hair days but mine would be bad hair weeks. Plus it doesn’t connect with where I want to be business wise either. So I feel like I owe it to myself to take care of myself so that I can receive the positive things that I need to receive. The only way to do that is to reflect what I want everyone else to see. I want people to want to work with me. I can be treating myself bad and expect others to treat me well. So it is time for me to step up and show I am the one to work with. This year I want to project how I feel and how I want to feel even when I don’t feel it. I want my husband and kids to always wonder if I’m going to do my hair. Ha ha ha! It’s just time to take care of me.
I hope to attract more of the things that I want and keep some of the things I don’t want away.