This week has been one heck of a week. It was a whirl wind. I had some things going on. I championed through though because of course that is what you have to do. Nothing really bad happened. Just a few unexpected things. It was a week of just basically figuring things out. I have had a few wins. I can’t wait to share everything with you.
I realized this week that I might need to cut back on my eating again. My thighs are starting to rub together again. Like I started to get rub sores. I have not had that problem in over a year. I haven’t gone over my calories and I am still working out but I have been eating more. So yeah I am going to go back to working harder to make sure I eat right cause yeah I am not a fan of that. I also am going to try to add an extra workout when I can. Actually I will make time to do that. I am not going to try. I know the changes I need to make and I will be making them. First thing I need to do is get rid of this bag of candy I have in the house.
I finally finished reading this book I have been trying to read for over two months now. To be honest I didn’t really enjoy it. I feel like the author threw everything but the kitchen sink in this book. She had the insecure woman who wanted the man of her dreams just like she read in romance novels and saw in movies, it had the man who wanted the woman but he had issues he had to get over that was preventing him from committing, and there was racism. This book just had so much in it. Yes the couple winds up together but seriously did it need all that. She even had characters popping up from all over the place.
I wound up going to help my daughter out with something she needed to handle. The Husband and I knew the situation was coming up someone else was supposed to help her but the person bailed at the last minute. If she didn’t have someone with her she wouldn’t have been able to get what she needed done, done so I went and helped her out. Everything worked out but it was very unfortunate that she couldn’t depend on her friend for a very silly reason such as the fact that she didn’t want to get up early. Which had she told my daughter that weeks ago we could have already had an alternative in place. We kind of had a plan in place. The Husband and I just planned on talking to our bosses if we were needed. Which is exactly what we did. But oh well no need to focus on anymore because it got handled. I am just glad The Husband, her, and I were able to figure it out.
I have been trying to communicate differently with the kids at my job. I found I was yelling more than I like. I made the decision that I was going to work on not doing that. I have been doing well and the kids seem to be adjusting to it well. I feel like that they are more comfortable with me. I noticed some kids who usually don’t really talk are talking more and the ones who are troubled calm down easier when I am not matching their energy. I realized today though that I need to work on it when I am with a larger group. I can become repetitive when I get overwhelmed. So I will be working on that. I need a little more work before I can say it is perfected. Well that is the wrong word cause I don’t think it will ever be perfect. I will say I just need to pay attention to what I need to improve. I will be doing more research on it.