I hope you all have been having a great week. I will be honest my week was pretty good. I of course had some challenges here and there but nothing that could really hold me down if I didn’t let it. I’m just happy that I actually made it through the week. Let me give you a rundown.
I totally failed at working out this week. I worked out twice. I will say twice is better than nothing at all but I really want to improve. But I did have a win in the healthy meal prep department. I think I’m going to start taking pictures and sharing some of the ideas I’m coming up with and my inspiration. For a few days I ate beef tips with sweet potatoes mixed with bell papers and onions. Then the last few days I ate a shrimp nacho dip I created. It was supposed to be a shrimp fajita but I screwed up and got refried black beans instead of the regular ones and that’s how it turned into a dip. I was disappointed but it turned out to be really good. I am still eating the lunch at my job but I figure if I keep my lunch under a certain number of calories I’m good. I did eat McDonald’s one day but that’s because there was a mix up with the lunch plans.
I thought I was over being bothered by people not liking me but I’m not. I realized that for some reason that I can’t figure out that someone doesn’t like me. If I’m honest it’s not the fact that they don’t like me that bothers me. It’s the fact that I don’t know why this person doesn’t like me that bothers me. As far as I know I have done nothing to them. So I’m trying to accept that they have their reasons and move on. But in the back of my mind I’m trying to figure out what I possibly could have done to be disliked. While I want to know it’s not something that I really want to ask. So I’ve decided that I’m going to just accept it and move forward. I don’t want to give it more energy than it is worth. Cause trust me they aren’t losing any sleep over it so why should I .
I have this one book that I have been reading for a little over two months. I’m hoping to have it finished by the end of next week. I haven’t found a book that I just have to read every day yet. But it’s okay I’m just glad I’m reading again. When I get through the book I might share it with you all. Let’s see how good the ending is.
My goals for next week are to try harder to stay under my calorie goal for at least 3 days out of the week. I want finish the book I’m reading. Finally I want to actually workout.