La La Land Mommy

As I'm starting to feel more comfort in my body at the size I currently am I am learning not only to embrace the shape but how to dress for my body. For years I really didn't like shopping. I would start off excited and then slowly come to hate it. Either one of two things would happen. I would love the way I look in something then try it on and then hate it. The other thing that would happen I would love the way I look and then I would look at :: Keep Reading ::

I have tried to be one of those people who just don’t care what people think of me. I am okay with being me but I care that people have the wrong thoughts of me. Not everyone. I don’t care what strangers think of me because I don’t deal with them on a daily basis. If I have a two minute conversation with you I usually don’t care what you thought of me in those two minutes. I try to make a god first impression but I know you can’t please everyone. :: Keep Reading ::

I hate confrontation. When I have to confront someone about anything my mind always seems to manage to go to the worse case scenario for me. I just see the person flipping out on me and it turning into a very big argument. In my mind that’s how everything ends. I guess because that is how confronting someone about something they did to me has ended up in the past. So it’s like now whenever I think about confronting someone it turns into a very :: Keep Reading ::

I find myself is it me a great deal. I have been asking this question over the past few weeks because a series of negative things have happened to me in the past few weeks that I just can’t seem to explain. It’s mostly in the way people treat me. I can’t for the life of me figure out why I tend to be treated so differently than other people around me. :: Keep Reading ::