La La Land Mommy

Sitting here on this chilly Friday morning I'm ambivalent about so many things, Work, home life, my kids, my direction in life, and what I want from life. I just can't wrap my head around the last two months. If you had asked me at the beginning of the year if I thought I would be in this position I would've said you were crazy. There is no wat I would go through all of this. But I did and I survived. It has truly been a crazy past few weeks. I :: Keep Reading ::

I find myself saying the word spectacular a lot. When I think about writing a blog post I find myself saying that maybe I shouldn't share this post because it isn't something that I am doing that is spectacular. I have this whole image that if I share something it has to be something amazing. I guess because when I look at other people's social media and I compare what they are doing to my life I feel unworthy of sharing my story. I find myself :: Keep Reading ::

The end of 2020 just has not been going the way I want it to. Everything was fine at the beginning but the end is making ready for 2021 even more now. I had a plan and it just didn’t workout the way I wanted it to at all and I’m super frustrated. :: Keep Reading ::